Raspberry Pink

People who join clubs and sports,
often hang with different sorts,
and was that really what I wanted,
to be pulled out from the dark and the haunted,
a normal person would want to be,
to be freed, to be saved,
but not me,
I wish I did,
want to be happy and brainless,
but I know to much,
and there's been too many changes,
I crave the dark and my lust for the strange,
I thrive on the twisted the lost and diranged,
Too late for me to turn back time,
to sort out my thoughts, and change my mind,
my eyes bust open, I jump as I wake,
and everything............Is Raspberry Pink!

That Boy With That Hair

I really like it when you walk right by,
every day is great that you don't say "hi",
its cool how you don't take a second look,
that you don't see me reading beyond my books,
its nice how you never see my eyes,
though you've caused all the tears that they have cried,
I adore how you don't return my stares,
and I absolutely love that you'll never care.

SUPERSPAZEXSTATARIFICEXPIALAWESOME!!!

that is the word we came up with to describe the play.
it was excellent beyond words!
everybody should see this play. and i know how cliche it sounds, but i honestly laughed, cried, and had one of the greatest times of my life!!!
if you want to have a blast, GO SEE WICKED!!!
you will most definitely not be disappointed.

WOO HOO

I am super, super, super, super excited.

this Sunday, I get to go see the play Wicked with my school drama

club. we get to take the bus all the way to Chicago.

We also get to go shopping at the watertower place, and we get to

eat lunch at the hard rock.

I AM FREAK'N EXCITED!!!

it's over...

christmas break is now over.
***sob***sob***sob***
I must now return to a life of forced socializing and unwelcome judgement.
BLECH!!!
hope this new year can bring some new potential for me. otherwise i'm just as screwed as I was before.

GOODLUCK ALL FAITHFUL OUTCASTS!!!

HURRAY!

it is officially christmas break! and we get two whole weeks off!!!
woo hoo!!!
honestly though, i have no idea what i'm going to do because school does take up most of my time and without it all i can think to do is sleep.
which doesn't sound that bad, but still kinda boring.
there's a kid at my school that insists boredom causes cancer. if that's true i should probably be dead by now, cause i'm bored beyond belief.
what about you? person who is probably not really reading this.
are you bored?
probably since you're reading a lame blog. what a bummer for you. newb!

A BLOODY OUTRAGE IN THE EYES OF THE SCORNED!!!!

Yeah there's a flashy title cause I'm freak'n PO'd!!!!!!!

here's the deal. i have read so many reviews of stuck up, pompous, hobo-destined, over-educated, alcohol dependent MORONS some call movie critics, reviewing the movie Twilight. they're saying it was a "boring" "preprogrammed" "snoozer".
ARE YOU FREAK'N KIDDING ME!!!!
I'll tell you why critics seem to think this. Because when those idiots hear the word vampire, they immediately think "ooo, bloodsucking hell spawn!" "Yippie! Emotionless coffin-dwellers" or "woo hoo, Buffy The Vampire Slayer!!!!" and I tell you I'm sick of it!!!
here's the deal (directed solely at critics) assholes, vampirism is the backdrop of a ROMANCE. I'll tell you why you were disappointed, because the second you bought that ticket you already had a landscape of some gory blood shedding horror story burned into your expectations. the reason why so many teenage girls love it was because in going to the movie, we were able to experience the unseen events that before could only be imagined come to life before our very eyes! We scream and freak because we want to see the googley-eyes, and the secret kisses, and the deep conversations. and sure, we wanna see some kick ass vampire fighting too, but that is not the main point of the film!
you can watch any old school vamp movie you want, but you will not be able to tell me the plot of the story. and do you wanna know why? BECAUSE NOTHING HAPPENS!!!. it's just kill, after kill, after kill.
Edward Cullen is the ideal boyfriend any girl could dream for. Jacob Black is the one you would always want on your side. Alice is blinding light in darkness, Emmett is a small chuckle in a moment of intense panic, EVERYTHING THEY DO HAS A PURPOSE! and us, the readers, know that. we see that, we dream that, and we live for that. This movie is not about vampires, it's not about scandal and deception, it's about the fact that love can grow and flourish even under impossible circumstances.
this film did not have a massive budget, and they did not have many resources. considering that, I was damn impressed with how it came out. and I fully intend to go see New Moon, which will be better because now there is more money, and more inspiration.
and let me tell you something else, critics, when i go to see New Moon...I am gonna scream, and yell, make T-shirts, throw a party, and sit close to the screen until my eyes bleed.
because I am a Twilight addict, an O.C.D., a bookworm, and a fourteen year old teenage girl,
and I am DAMN PROUD OF IT!!!!!!
put that in your pipe and smoke it!!!