And...Scene Change!

That's right, I am officially changing the nature of this blog (again).
I've come to the conclusion that I have grown as a person substantially since I last gave a crap about what I posted(which was at least three years ago). So I've decided to start not only giving a crap about my own blog, but giving a crap about the people who read it.
See, the main reason why I didn't really write much was because I didn't see a need to because NO ONE seemed to read it. But now, I don't know. I haven't been on it in a while. So I figure, if actual people are in actual need of my writing, then I have to write don't I?
The answer is yes.

And so, I promise to be completely blunt, honest, and sincere with the advice that I give. And I'm anonymous, so if you don't like what I say just say to yourself "screw her, she doesn't even know me." and forget everything I said.
But, if i actually help you, then we'll both have gained something from the experience.
So if you need any advice, about anything (family, friends, love, lies, job, etc.) send me a message and I'll post a response. and if you wish to remain anonymous, just say so, and I'll give you a witty little pen name (or make up your own, I don't care), all I wanna do is try to give somebody else in the world a little happiness and hope.

We must tell Gatsby of this day!

though i do not think he would care. lol.
i wanna know what other people are doing with their summers. come on. don't be shy.

• gaining things
• losing things *hint*hint
• meeting people *double hint*hint
• dissing people

whatever you feel like venting.

I laugh in the face of institution! hahahahaha

okay so I'm not really laughing at institution, just academia......alright it's the same thing.
I will say that I did not get a single C on any finals! Hurray for me!!!! (no D's or F's either for those of you wise cracks)
so summer has arrived! the blissful days of sleeping till noon, staying up till dawn, and somehow eating in between. meh. though, alas, it cannot all be frivility and bliss, for I, me that's right, must attend a job. *gasp. choke. faint*
it's just a normal job at some fast food, whatever, but there are a few blips of excitement. I'm hosting a foreign exchange student, fun, I get to go to camp, yay, and there's some really good books coming out. YES!!!
Like:
Kiss of Life (already out)
Fablehaven bk4 (already out)
and a whole bunch of other ones that I don't feel like googling right now.

so rejoice my lazy friends, and all you losers can live through my excitement. >:P

unknown

remember that boy, with that face,
the one in that shirt, at that one place,
the one with that hair, and those shoes ,
that thing that he did, it made all the girls swoon,
I know you remember, everybody does,
that boy, with that face, in that shirt, with those shoes.

The Lonely Seeds

Wilting flowers sleep in shade,

sour berries need no rain,

seeds who wait for sunny days,

hold the strength to withstand the pain,

those lone seeds will grow far and wide,

those small seeds will touch the skies,

our future rests in those seeds' little stems,

our beloved world, rests soley on them.

Raspberry Pink

People who join clubs and sports,
often hang with different sorts,
and was that really what I wanted,
to be pulled out from the dark and the haunted,
a normal person would want to be,
to be freed, to be saved,
but not me,
I wish I did,
want to be happy and brainless,
but I know to much,
and there's been too many changes,
I crave the dark and my lust for the strange,
I thrive on the twisted the lost and diranged,
Too late for me to turn back time,
to sort out my thoughts, and change my mind,
my eyes bust open, I jump as I wake,
and everything............Is Raspberry Pink!

That Boy With That Hair

I really like it when you walk right by,
every day is great that you don't say "hi",
its cool how you don't take a second look,
that you don't see me reading beyond my books,
its nice how you never see my eyes,
though you've caused all the tears that they have cried,
I adore how you don't return my stares,
and I absolutely love that you'll never care.